a haze of red blind

Celebrating Ananke's 10th anniversary, eminent theater lighting designer, photographer, poet, publisher and founder of Seagull Books, Naveem Kishore pens a riveting epilogue
This editorial is part of Ananke's 10th anniversary special edition celebrating the platform's work. You can view the eZine here.

 

a haze of red

blind

 

 

A Libretto for a wisp like single ? being presence shadow thought gesture able to float on toes made movement made dance made light made blur made absence.

 

Or an ode to a grieving angel

caught

in the glare of spotlights

            a blind moon

steps on to the stage

something

resembling the ghost of Hamlet’s father

shuffles past

faint

footsteps whisper

            walk   red candle

let sleep echo            an anxious door

midnight spills a glass

of purple wine

            a grieving angel drags her wings

behind her

the light changes

from crimson to steel blue

speechless     eyes

locked

in battle

with eyes

overhead       shower of red

snakes slither

the bolder amongst them

sucks his lip

the slumped figure

already a memory against the darkening blue

blackout

            the trees

lose their colour

burnt stumps

as if

something

errant             smoke

above a barren stage

wait

listen remember

enter Macbeth

lying upon a stone slab

naked

in the cold     blind

riveted by his own nightmare

                        shaft of cold

light

bursts

through doors           furious

as it climbs up the wall

raging            with anger

trapdoors rise from the stage floor

plunge            world

into fog

backlit

utter

            darkness

the woman

stares

into a twilight with empty sockets

drain the colour

from the text

no longer flutter       flags

of defeat

swiftly as it all began

it ends

bleeding white

a past that continues to haunt

defeated

the figure trembles

heavy with memory

whispers

from an exhausted throat

enter Lear

silhouetted against a darkening horizon

multiple mourners

mourn their own deaths

shadow puppets

relentless       keening

crisscross crevices

swallow everything in their wake

the mountain

hesitates         before the earthquake

before

it tears its heart out

an actor prepares

feet anchored            against the furies

eyes

balled up into fists

against the wind

the rain the snow the ice

head neck shoulders and

back    taut

the actor         prepares

steady flame

a hint of flicker

like a murmur suppressed

the golden light

lingers

listening to the footfall of leaves

pause

among the words

strewn across the stage

the stirrings of revolt

an entire alphabet rising

these fists

gently opening         fingers

each thought

in the act of erasing itself

the moon

 charred wood

caught in the light of a candle’s flame

her throat so white

from the edge of the stage

stretched

the vast and empty heath

a palpable emptiness

broken

by memory

her gaze

as barren as the land

lit

by a chilly bleakness

feet

weighed down         by afterthought

the light

reluctantly rises

as if

from the step-well of her anguish

a scream

the hour

when nothing but

desire

moves

a quiver in the air

walking barefoot

over the grave

her breath

a passing shudder

trampling

the light

aluminum thunderclap

beyond

the swaying gauze

the illusion of an entire city

in flames

under the guise of daylight

the retreating shadows

devour

armed             with a fishnet

she lay in ambush

waiting to catch the first light

advancing

whiplash

like ice exploding

drowns

an entire winter scene

whittled

spikes

hover overhead

so many guillotines

the sun

drops orange

against a sky

washed

by a bank of blue lights

mimic             rain

walks slowly

into a large doorway

 smoky white light

engulfed        in snow

 blends

the salmon pink

with golden amber

sparks

fly in the wind

fires yet to be lit

hold their breath

the dawn

hesitates

there

where

the shadows gather

a night bathing

in a silver mirror

row of red candles

wait

in the wings

to be lit

the dark halts in its tracks

abrupt

beams of light

scorch the earth

the wind transfixed

taken aback               at the bend

solitary figure

silenced

Lear

cloud of feathers

the angel

steps out of her wings

in a play about paradise

a slow and imperceptible fall

the light

beginning to lose itself

quivers

            and waits

the shadows

bob up and down

drift

seawards

dazzle darkness

step into a forest

of lights

wires cables stands

a sea of thousand-watt lamps

the storm dresses in

orange light

silver flashes

deep rumbling blues

thunder

unceasing cycle

the black encircles

the white

encircles the black                encircles white

giddiness

in slow motion

miscued

the morning light

caught in the act

removing

the

hurriedly discarded night

stumps of wax

at the foot of the cross

burnt

            offerings

await the miracle

the shadow sits         hunched

over embers

shivering

the fire long burnt out

nothing

more devastating

then an empty stage

awaiting footfalls

the stage bathed in red

the bride        picks her way

among the dead

collecting       burnt candle stumps

surrounded

by blinding light

she shuts her eyes

proceeds

to interrogate herself

light changes

a pond a mirror a mirrored pond

howl howl howl

her death

roots above their heads

three wise women

chalk his course

upside down

omen

blue and purple clouds

separate

the stage floor

from the skies

floating on its back

the yellow cardboard moon

gazes

fading in the dawn

light the air   around them

the actors

so that they may       drift

in

and drift        out

of the dark

the cotton snow

sticks to the driftwood

on hand-painted beaches

as you imagine the ebb and

 flow

of the corrugated sea

grieving

she took her grief

to the centre of the stage

then let it slide

on to the floorboards

and here it lay

this overwhelmed grief

 

and there

where the sun

lay down roots for the night

stood a woman

daring it to set

somewhere

at the bottom or

just below

lay the light

waiting

for the night

to make a mistake

at the edge of the stage

soaked            in beams of white

they refused to come

the tears

despite all the instructions

 in his book of acting

eyes mist over

smoke so blue

 its edges tinged in lilac

soon the lamps will be lit

cold wind

stifles the song of the flute

from a forgotten poem

as the drizzle

turns to frost

shadows        hold the ground

 under siege

brush the autumn leaves

brush

the world spread open

spilling           its insides

over a sharp-edged sword

rivers of blood

 

a haze of red

blind

 spirals downwards

into the earth

one big swirl

wind               light

rustling leaves

whispers

the hush         gathers

darken the stage for evil     to enter

enter evil

 

gather

murmurs

sleep has been murdered

yet again

speech piles up

words cram   into space as tiny

as large as

memory

the sun scatters

its emissaries

soon

the actor will

find utterance

his ability

to separate sound from       echo

meaning rising

like the phoenix

from between the lines

words

 

stretch them taut

let them become       voice

stubborn

words

stricken with remorse

fearing

the death of language

unfettered

 

room flooded with light

from a candle

sinking           into its wax

 

About Naveen Kishore:

Naveen Kishore is a theater lighting designer, photographer, poet, publisher and founder of Seagull Books which was established in1982. Under Kishore’s direction, Seagull has published English translations of more than 500 books by major African, European, Asian, and Latin American writers. In 2005, Kishore launched Seagull Books London to reach a wider international readership. Six years later, in 2011, he expanded the organization further, establishing the Seagull School of Publishing with the aim of training the next generation of publishers, editors, and book designers in India. For his contribution to publishing, Kishore has been made a Chevalier de l’ordre des Arts et des Lettres (2014) by the government of France and received the Goethe Medal from the Federal Republic of Germany (2013). In 2021, he was recognized by Words Without Borders with the Ottaway Award for the Promotion of International Literature. He also became the first recipient of Cesare De Michelis Prize, awarded by independent Venetian publisher Marsilio Editori—in conjunction with the Ca’ Foscari University of Venice for outstanding publishing projects. Kishore’s works of poetry Knotted Grief and Mother Muse Quintet have been published by Speaking Tiger with the former being translated and published in several countries.

 

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